Pain

I survived you

Times, over and over

And I will

Again

Damaged

I am not perfect

Merely an artist with a defect

Painting grotesque surrealism

In your delirium

Reality

A different perspective

A ludicrious dream

Over which I have a predilection

For fantasy

The immortal enemy

Nemesis

Smile

Mimicking Shakespear

The world is my stage

And the smile that can be brought on

By a moments notice, or none

My award winning act

A delusion

Innocence abound

Broken

So cliché, so vague

The newest vogue

My music, my heart

Unbeknown to the audience

The chord so broken

This soul disorientated, breathless

ADIEU

You never fail to visit

Come by, time and time again

Taking with you a terrified little part of me

Hello goodbye,

Welcome to my life

Hope

You take me high

With ephemeral delusions

I’m so in love with you

My drug, my darlin’ love

Let go of my hand ,

Leave me

Life

You gave me my sweet funeral

And blew away my ashes into the wind

ALl that’s left of me

You packed in a little white box

Of sweet bitterness

Trust

You are my baggage of barbie crap

That I’d never give away

Into the hands of someone else

Love

Thank you for the past gone by

And erroding away little misused parts of me

Leaving this beating heart bleeding

On the jagged pieces of mistakes

Carved perfectly out of my calloused fingers